Ok scrap the part where I said I'll post pics. They're just too damned embarassing. I srsly need to get a hang of myself and stop eating while I'm depressed. Gargh. I'm going through old pictures and thinking "WTF?!? I didn't have eyebags". My eyebags are like a permanent accessory. And here I am at 3:30am blogging about. Why? Because the person I rant to is offline. Damnit. DAMNIT. I've been sleeping past 4am everyday. I really need to vent, but he so doesn't need this. He's been too nice already. I've been ignoring basically everyone (excluding housemates). I finally went on MSN yesterday 'cause I felt guilty that some people were looking for me. I don't even pick up my mum's calls x.x Not on purpose really.

I gta change. I really have to do something about this. Either wait or move on. Simple as that. I HAVE TO. Just... ARGH. I'm not gonna let these people turn me into some freak. I'm not. Nope nope. And yes, I'm aware I sound crazy but gimme a break :3

I think I gta quit my gaming. It's unhealthy... I'm just using it as a distraction. Time to face reality and stop playing. It's ruining my life and studies. And I'm becoming too dependant on someone. I probably would be dead somewhere rotting if he wasnt there to talk to when I needed it.

As of today... Things are gonna be different. I've decided :) I just kinda forgot who I was between all that sh*t. Not worth my time, my breath or my tears. Yes 2008 is by far the worst year of my life. I've been down before but it never hit this low. You know what? They're not worth ruining myself. I shall move on, I promised two people that I would. And I will ^-^

Shit happens.

Labels: PMS, RO

Ok yeah that pretty much sums up what I've been doing lately. Besides my assignments xD Nyeh~ RO, love and schoolwork... what a great combination. I've been really tired lately... I feel like I need to sleep for two whole days =/ I haven't kept in touch with any of my friends (except online) in forever.

Here I am blogging again to avoid my finance assignment. Why? Because it's just too damned easy to do =\ I'm the queen of procrastinating and for something as simple as this, I can't make myself do it so early :S

I've got nothing much to blog about 'cause most of them are too private to mention here. I might blog on livejournal later on =/ Nyeh~ I ate really yummy pancakes this morning. It feels so good to wake up and find breakfast all ready for you (something I rarely find here). I hate going out just to get my breakfast and I can't be bothered to cook for one D:

LOL. Ok I gotta go now...

Labels: assignments, love, RO

One thing I hate about posting with pictures is that I have to resize and edit them. I find that really troublesome and it makes me lose my blogging mood. And then photobucket decides to be a bitch :@ Pfftt... it's displaying some freaky advert that I do not want to see T_T

Today's a bad day for me. I'm so depressed and pissed off. I feel like punching someone (so violent! xD) So if you're not a fan of A LOT OF complaining (or it depresses you), skip this entry and come back next time:)


This is me attempting to imitate those annoying "i'm-so-cute-when-i-pout" poses. I wasn't planning on uploading this but, it kinda describes my mood (sad???).

Meh, my student pass has problems and I only have 13 more days here. So it'd better be done before CNY or I'm dead. And then there's the little things that I find irritating about living in Singapore (mostly are people's actions). I really hate rude people. It's so hard to go through a whole day without getting irritated. I think some (not all) people should learn manners. And I heard that they actually teach it here in primary school, WHY ISNT IT WORKING. Having no manners is one of my pet peeves. Eg:

- Speaking LOUDLY and shoving adverts at you (even if you try to walk fast and avoid, they chase after you)
- Stepping on you and not saying sorry (you might think I'm being too sensitive but imagine having people do that at least twice a day! And I'm not exaggerating! My slippers broke T_T and my feet have red lines)
- Putting stuff on your table (at foodcourts), like empty dirty trays etc. while you're actually there and eating. They don't even look at you or say something to you
- Running quickly just to cut in front of you and get to the queue faster, when you're like only a metre away and walking normally -_-"
- Pushing you and loudly saying " 'scuse arh!" so that they can get off (before the fucking MRT even reaches the destination). This is especially annoying when you want to stop at that station too. Be patient, sheeesh. It happens during the peak hours (morning on the way to school and at night)
- Asking for donations. I mean, I don't mind it that much if they don't force you. A perfect example was when I was walking to the MRT station. I passed the bus interchange and this guy came out of nowhere and asked me to donate $10. I honestly DID NOT have cash on me (even if I did, that's too much to ask) and even showed him my empty wallet. And you know what he said??? He said that he'll accompany me to the ATM . WTF??!?!? I was looking at him with a look that said you wanna rob me issit?!?!?. Then I pretended to go to get money and made a dash when he harassed someone else. Second scenario would be the time when I was sitting in front of the supermarket (eating snacks). I saw this guy approach a lady and asked for $10 for donation (WHY MUST IT BE $10 MAN!). And the lady didn't want to give that much, so she said "I'll give u these coins" (abt $1+++ in amount) and the stupid retard said to her "sorry, we only accept $10 and above only, no coins". O.O What. the. hell. Since when is there a rule like that? He sounded like some expensive shop or restaurant. Nobody should set limits for donation. Take as much as you can, even if it's coins. I think it's just plain weird not to take it.

and more...
Everyday I have to go through these things and it's slowly getting to me. Seriously. Of course there are nice people to brighten up your day but just not enough. There should be more. I guess I'm just so used to my old lifestyle that I find it hard to adapt.

On a slightly less whinnier note, PICTURES from what I've been doing these past few days.


Stalking this thing


and killing it! MWahahahhaha!!!!


I walked around suntec city and took pictures with beh


I don't know why I'm so attracted to this fountain :S


PUZZLES<333 before picture






And the progress. We were so tired. Ahaha it was only a 500 piece puzzle.


TADAAA :D:D:D


I feel so much better after blogging my feelings out. Lately, I feel more happy than sad. I mean, I did really get annoyed today. But after spending the day with beh, everything's alright now. I'm trying so hard to make 2008 the best year for us and for me. I hope I'll stay this way throughout the whole year. Maybe blogging everything out isn't so bad... I didn't really like to complain 'cause I'm scared people will hate me for complaining and blablabla... but now I don't care. It's my blog and I can complain if I want to :D

Much love!!! (for those who read)

Labels: bad day, manners, pictures, puzzle, RO

This is what has been keeping me from blogging. Ehehhe. I've been playing this, it's a bit kiddyish but nvm, I like it:D Other than that, I have GatheringRO to blame for not updating. I've been playing it ever since I got back. You guys should try it some time.

I've finally watched Heroes and I'm kinda addicted to it. I've been watching it with dear. I'm really happy lately, things are pretty good between me and him. We haven't fought ever since we got back here. He's been accompanying me to look for shoes. Ehehhe I found two pairs and one of them is a bargain. I swear not to buy shoes until July or something. I have too many now xD Dno where to put them. Besides shoes, I bought a bag a few days ago, quite a bargain too:D Wheeee... I feel so weird if I go out and don't buy something, but I have to get rid of that bad habit.

Today, they started selling those chinese new year cakes at Junction 8 and I'm planning on getting them tomorrow. They're really yummy ^________^ I always wait for them around CNY. Anyhoo, I went to Ikea to accompany beh to look for furniture. He wants to decorate his room, in fact, he wants EVERYTHING. Ahahah, I bet he's gonna laugh when he looks at this. Eg. TV, beanbag chair, computer chair, computer table, mirror, laundry thingee, blanket, carpet etc etc xD After that we had lunch there, and it was tres delicious:D I had pouched salmon with potatoes and brocolli covered in holandaise sauce(I assumed). We bought chicken wings from there too. Then after that we basically spent the day watching Heroes together. It was a great day for us. I loved the weather today, it was sunny but not so hot. Perfect:)

Labels: holidays, RO, shoes